Bnei Yehuda custodian Dele Aiyenugba is having his worst season since he became a professional, but he has picked up in the last three games played in the Israeli championship.<br /><br />In those matches under review - against Ironi Kiryat Shmona, Hapoel Haifa and Beitar Jerusalem - the forgotten Nigeria international did not pick the ball from his own net.<br /><br />The 30 - year - old goalkeeper has finally let the cat out of the bag and has revealed what he faced during those trying times.<br /><br />&ldquo;It was a very bad feeling. Never felt so in my life since I was a football game. But that&rsquo;s life, you have to go through this once.<br /><br />&ldquo;I believe that criticism makes you a better person, a better athlete, so I do not blame them,&rdquo; Dele Aiyenugba told one.co.il.<br /><br />Earlier on, things were so bad that the Super Eagle was verbally attacked by the fans, with his blunders accounting for the club&rsquo;s failure to win or draw matches.<br /><br />&ldquo;I do not blame anyone. These fans, they want to win, and they made me a better player. I will continue to work hard and continue to look toward my goal, which is to succeed with Bnei Yehuda,&rdquo; he concluded.<br /><br />Statistically, Dele Aiyenugba is the third worst goalkeeper in the Premier League this season having conceded 39 goals.<br />